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Being impatient
Man I can't wait! I received a package today, and I was hoping it would be the printer scanner I had ordered last week. So the mail man called me that they were on their way. When they came, I opened the door to get the packet, but what the shit - it was a tiiiny cardboard box, only with the cartridge!! So I called Gigantti (the seller) and they told it was delayed. So I'm getting it only next week! I am SOOOO impatient to get to update some of my art here and submit a few more.
So, until next week, bye.
Immense inspiration
So, I thought I should write something here in the dA. How am I doing? Even though I have been having the flu lately, I am now better, but what's good is that I am going through INSANE inspiration ^^ I just have to drawdrawdraw and writewritewrite, and I can get maybe not just one but even two pictures and some text a day! It feels soooo great, I wish it could last for ever. The writing is also great English lessons for me, as I am using a dictionary for some unknown words. And this teaches me lotsa new words daily. One thing is bad - my Copics won't last forever. I must be as careful with them as possible, and the real reason why I use watercolors most of the time is only because I want to spare the Copics. They're not only expensive, but they just simply don't sell but only a few colors here in Finland. Gotta order them from overseas. No no fun. I am running out of black watercolor thou. Oh well.
I am not very proud of it but I am in a psych ward. Have been for some time. That's why I have so much spare time to just draw and write - I don't have a job. I do have some handwork in weekdays but they just let me draw there all day. And I get PAID of it! O_o BUT. I am about to be signed out pretty soon! HOMG! Can't wait.
I know nobody gives a damn about my journals but whateva, I like writing not only fanfiction but also some junk in here.
I want to thank everyone who watch, fav and comment my art. Even if I din't answer you personally, you know that I appreciate you ^^
I'm SO sad... :(
But.
But now.
Fuck! The convention called Tracon has been canceled. Because of that goddamn corona!!! Why?! That stupid disease! Of course I understand than it simply cant be held. I know it's not something like some people are assholes. Thousands of people were/are looking forwards This is serious.¨
Maybe next year then.
Oh no please NO!!!
I actually liked some things that happened in the end of the manga. Mostly how Sango and Miroku got kids... But Inuyasha and Kagome still stayed at their teens, which I think should have stayed that way.
BUT!
He's a BOY! NOT A DADDY!!!! ARGH!!!
...
Okay, enough ranting. To put this straight:
I. Don't. Want. Inuyasha. To. Have. Kids.
Simple as that.
My Heart is Broken
This boyfriend of mine in this ward had told me weeks ago that he will have a birthday present for me. I was pretty excited what it would be.
Okay, I know that every patient in this ward knows I like ketchup. I really do. I put it in all the food that I eat. But I was a bit unhappy with this present - a bottle of ketchup and two colored pencils. I don't know if it was a joke or did he really think... Well, at least it was in a very fine bag. The most important thing was the hug.
BUT! That was nothing! There's more!
After he had finished his breakfast, he came to me and told me the worst words I could have ever imagined. He will be leaving the ward next week, after his home holiday is over.
I mean, LEAVE THE GODDAMN WARD?! Go to the ward A2?! I feel so horrible. Like I'm gonna cry. While he told me this, we just nuzzled. I love his warm and maybe a bit soft chest, it feels so lovely to hug. And now, when can I hug him again? Well it IS true that things like this don't always mean the relationship is over. No, there is actually a man patient here in this ward who is still dating a female patient in the ward F1 (we are in U3). And yeah, we will still be having our groups like the hydrobics and sensing-therapy, where we will meet... But still. Out of all the patients in this hospital, HE has to go!!
I know I will make it. He also said we can still chat using messenger. As I have said here, I knew this day would come but... This soon? Ó_Ò